Reyes was doing far better than he was when it came to sitting up; he hadn't even bothered to try just yet, still laying in bed but reaching out to touch and examine the older man. He almost suggested that Gabe lay back down, but out of the two of them, Reyes might be the one to get them some MREs at this point. Thankfully he was no longer cold, even considered himself nice and toasty.
"You look like hell," he remarked, some of his old humour creeping in. That had to be a good sign, right? He knew shit was going to suck for the next week or so while they healed, assuming they could do so in peace and quiet. "I don't feel like I need to sleep immediately, so that's something, right? Still tired."
He rolled onto his side, which also felt like an accomplishment and proceeded to cuddle on Gabe's hip, sliding an arm around the older man's waist. "We should eat. Can your stomach handle that?"
Would gladly grab some MREs and even the rest of that energy bar, but just in a moment or two. Wasn't going to let either of them break that pinky promise made before this last bout of sleep. Figured that the both of them would be going in and out of it for a while, but hopefully soon it would be in the comfort of a place he actually felt that the both of them would be safe.
He snorted, "Well, good. Means we match for once." Tossing it right back at him, eye closed against as he took slow and deep-ish breaths. Testing the limits of his lung a bit, maybe. "It's something, yeah."
A hand slipped down to sort of ruffle carefully through Jack's hair before resting against the back of his head. Pretty happy with having him close. "Think so, long as I take slow small bites at a time. Water, too."
"Why do I like you again," he remarked dryly, but he didn't mean it in the least. Of course they both looked like hell. Maybe, just maybe they were slowly gathering the energy to do something about it for once. God knew they needed to. "You're breathing a bit better. Doesn't sound like you're lung is about to deflate like a party balloon anymore at least."
He made a sound between pleasure and pain at the ruffling. His hair hurt. How in the hell did even his hair manage to hurt? It was definitely his scalp, but he was going to think of it as his hair. He hugged Reyes' hip for comfort, nodding as he rested a cheek on Gabe's belly, still trying to find comfortable ways to shift his head where the sutures didn't press.
"When the time comes, you get food and I'll get water. I can handle that simple job, I think." He might even be successful at not spilling it again too.
"My thighs, that thing I can do with my tongue, and a certain way I can move my hips?" A tease with a soft noise in his throat. May as well play along while he could manage it, even if it would only be for a little while. "That I'm grateful for, was worried we'd run out of oxygen soon in the tank."
All Gabriel did was try to help Jack find a comfortable spot, hand slipping down along the back of his neck to rest against his back instead. Could take the bit of extra weight there, and really he just enjoyed the feeling of Jack there against him. Was nice, even if there were still bruises that hurt like hell.
"Deal- think we can both handle that." At least that much, maybe.
He dug his fingers into Gabe's side for that sass. "Stop it. I don't have the blood volume to risk getting aroused right now," he retorted with, not that he thought he could at this point. He was too sore, but he knew that Gabe was being a sass-master over a rhetorical question. It was in that moment he knew that both of them would survive their current injuries. "Think you were running low before you whisked me out of the bathroom. Just need more time to heal."
He hummed, his eyes closing because it was far easier than convincing himself to keep them open. He waited, letting himself be comfortable for a few more minutes and then mentally began to prod himself that it was time to get up and shuffle off to the bathroom for water. He could manage that. If Gabe could do it, so could he.
Still, a few more minutes passed before he finally forced his eyes open and lifted his head and then looked the way of the end of the bed. Ugh, so far. Jack levered himself up after a few seconds, grumbling in pain even as he crawled down the bed and even managed to stand up from it without making a complete ass of himself in the process.
"Okay... water. Two glasses coming up," he said to motivate himself away from the bed. He moved around to the bedside table where their two empty glasses had been abandoned and then shuffled to the bathroom where he filled them up with water. He risked looking in the mirror and instantly regretted it. What a mess.
"Your stitches are neat and tidy, but not sure there's hope for my face," he remarked. Honestly it was the dried blood and dirt that made it look worse. He'd scar, but it wouldn't be horrible. He headed back with the water, setting them both on the bedside table.
He laughed despite the small sound of pain that came from the digging fingers, "You know that just means I'm right." They would be okay, and they would recover, just had hit several dozen bumps on the way to that point already. "Mm, yeah, but we both needed to get out of tat bathroom," so he willingly sacrificed what he was barely running on to do that. He'd do practically anything for Jack after all.
Gabriel nodded slowly, forcing himself to stand, but at the very least using the wall as something of a support to do so. "Two glasses of water, and two MREs to go with that," along with the other half of that energy bar since he knew right where it was.
Already he was going through where they had tossed the MREs and picked them up, walking back to the bed so he could sit down, dropping them on the bedspread as he had the energy bar picked up in a hand. Looking back up when Jack spoke, watching his back in the bathroom from where he sat.
"Didn't fall in love with you for your face anyway, but scars look good." The man would always look good to Gabriel, no matter the state of him.
How they managed to function was anyone's guess, but they managed to return to the bed with their respective prizes to push their recovery that next step. While MREs weren't going to replace actual cooking, they would be better than just eating protein bars and would offer more nutrients and energy for them in the long run. It was a meal they both needed even if they might not appreciate that right away.
With the water delivered, he eased to pull himself back up on the bed, seating himself against the headboard and reached up to run his fingers along the sutures on his face. They were most uncomfortable close to his lip, but there was nothing that he could do about them. They were neat and tidy, but more than that, they were holding his face together at present. "Some would argue that you don't have a choice when it come to loving me."
Soul bond and all that.
He reached out to run his palm carefully across the wide spread of Gabe's shoulders. He leaned his head against the wall, closing his eyes as he stroked battered and damaged skin. "Why do I get the impression you'll be kissing and licking these scars when they finally set in?"
They had better days, honestly, but sometimes it was hard to understand how they managed to function at all. Likely stubbornness to be completely honest. Stubbornness and whatever the hell SEP had pumped them full of.
The corner of Gabriel's mouth twitched a bit, "Some don't get that it doesn't exactly work like that, since people can fall in love with anyone other than their soul mate." Considering the people who never met their other half and still had relationships, even got married. "Still love you, and wouldn't want anyone else," were just perfect for each other, arguments or no. Just how being human was.
Gabriel was careful as he ran a few fingertips along the sutures that ran along Jack's forehead, just checking on them a little. "Because I'll likely be kissing them? And licking the one that goes through your lips." Kissing that one regardless as well.
If anything the SEP had only enhanced their stubborn natures and willingness to carry on despite injury. Sometimes he wondered if the SEP had strengthened the bond that also existed between them, what with how they knew if the other was hurt even from countries apart. Could nag better that way.
"And some soul mates leave their significant others at the time to be with their bonds," he also reminded, maybe arguing for the sake of arguing. He had enough energy for it anyway. "You'd be a mess without me anyway," he said airily. "I both complicate and streamline your life at all times, and you do the same for me. I think this is the first time you've had to stitch my face up... always done that for you." Oh how the tables had turned.
He bowed his head towards Gabe's touch, humming lightly despite a prickle of pain from the healing injury. "Huh, knew I would be guessing right," he remarked cheekily, fingers stroking over Gabe's skin affectionately in return. "Come on, let's see about getting some food down and fighting to keep it down. We need it."
Hell, the doctors and scientists would have likely run so many other tests on the two of them if they knew. Been more difficult to keep shit private and secret in SEP, but they had tried. Honestly everything that could have happened back then, shit they could have especially been pulled in to, was better left not even thought about or imagined.
"If they find them at all- they're still capable of falling in love with other people, is all I'm saying." A silly little argument with nothing really behind it. Gabriel was glad to have his and couldn't imagine loving anyone else, but they'd been lucky. "Just as you'd be a mess without me. Think I did an aright job in what you usually do for me," the face stitch-work. Could have done a lot worse, but thankfully he'd been able to steady his hand.
Pressed a light kiss against the corner of Jack's mouth before tilting his head away from that. "Yeah, might start with a bit of water for me first, take it slow- let the MRE's heat up with their warming packs or you just want to eat whatever that shit is cold?
While the bond wasn't common, it wasn't an extreme rarity either. It was often celebrated quietly given how difficult it was for partners to find each other in the vastness of the world. For them, hiding their bond had been a matter of long-term survival. Omnic forces were smart, could learn and they certainly knew the kinds of people to target. After that, the political ring was no place for a tightly bonded pair, not when his position allowed him to cover Reyes, who could do the best work if out of the limelight. Sometimes he wished their friends knew. Other times, it was still best to keep it all so very private.
"I know. We just got lucky," he murmured, hand still stroking Gabe's skin. "I never thought I'd get over Vincent and then I met you," he added with a low hum that turned to a light cough. Damn cement dust. "I could make do without you, but I'd be terrible and horrible to be around." If Gabe was gone too long on missions, he was known to get taciturn and best to be avoided. "Fine craftmanship holding my face together according to the mirror I looked into."
He closed his eyes briefly, looking over at the water glasses. He nodded slowly, more tempted by a warm meal than water at this point. "Take it slow so you don't puke everywhere," he agreed, hand stroking up and down Gabe's arm. "I want a warm meal. I may as well get something pleasant out of having to eat them in a grungy hotel like this." He couldn't shake the idea he felt cold even if he was perfectly warm right now. "I hope that assassin at least had good flavours of MREs. Just our luck he can't even manage something tasty." Though no one ate MREs for their taste.
Was what it was, and they'd made the best out of having to keep it a secret, stealing time even while working. They made it work, best and worst of times they always came back together and pulled comfort from each other. Just as they fell back in to now, even if now it was something far more dire in a way than just one of them being away or getting injured during a mission.
Corner of his mouth twitched, "And to think I was going to get married once the war was over if things kept going like they were." That had worked out on both ends, honestly, even they had stumbled across their own while he was gone and didn't know how to break the news to him. Still kept that friendship, and he'd even told Jack about it of course. "Should heal well enough, we'll clean around the stitching after we eat, okay?" Just to maybe help reduce any itching.
Gabriel nodded, even if it was more a tilt of his head. "Start with water and nibble at things." All the better to lessen the risk of something coming back up. "Then we can take more meds while the MRE's heat up- and I pulled some choices." Leaning just enough, so he wasn't pulling away from that stroking hand, to present at least six different choices, letting Jack pick from them.
When he was angry, he wanted to shout at the world that Reyes was his bond, and he'd tear the entire place down for the man. It had never come to fruition, but he had dreamed about it as the political roller coaster seemed to pull him in so many directions all at once. The family life had never been in the cards for him, even if he had had a pipe dream about it awhile back. Duty came first, and his position made even the idea of adoption impossible. He had his bond, and he was satisfied.
He hummed, aware of Gabe's plans after the war, of settling down, probably starting a real family, not living the circus he and Reyes did. She had bonded though, and Gabe had become his fully after that. Still, sometimes he thought of missed opportunities when he was in particularly quiet moods. "If she hadn't bonded off, I would have encouraged you to. A real family is not something to be taken for granted. Instead we have this secretive song and dance we do. Sometimes I think it would have been happier for you." It had never been anything they had pushed though, and each of them had been happy for the other. "You're assuming I make it ten days without popping a stitch. What kind of man do you take me for?" He would like it cleaned. Hell, he really wanted to be clean all over.
Agreeably, he hummed acknowledgement, looking over at the choices that he could pick through. He decided on a mac and cheese one, thinking it would be the easiest on his stomach. Go figure he would be the one to puke in all of this despite Gabe's nausea. "Let's hope these don't taste like boiled cardboard."
Sometimes he wondered if it would be easier on them to let it no longer be a secret, that they were bonded, rather than dancing around things. So many gossip articles and news spectating on their love lives at times, even wondering why Reyes was still around since he wasn't Strike Commander or second in command. Before the secret of Blackwatch's existence had come out, at least.
"I don't know if I'd be happier- I wouldn't have changed going on with Overwatch, taking on Blackwatch. Don't think she could have taken the strain or stress of if I'd come back from a mission or the secrecy of the work, she's better off. Her and her family- you remember she made me one of their god parents, and asked for you to be as well." Not just the two of them of course, those kids had at least four, along with the rest of their family. "I'm happy with us, and I love you that I can't see myself being happier without."
Of course- "You pop a stitch and you know I'm going to make you let me redo all of it, right?" He would.
"Share it, or think you can take the whole thing on your own?" He worried that either of them attempting a full one just yet wouldn't do them any god, sharing could be their best bet. "One can only hope." Was already reaching for the mac and cheese one so he could open it and get it going either way. "Time for water and pills?"
If the world had known, he knew they would have been in more danger than they were then. Their love lives were amusing speculation for some people, though he and Gabe were painfully private with it, never fielding questions about who they saw or their status. They had each other, and that's all that mattered to him. They always found the time for one another even under the mounting press of their duties.
"But even you could admit you'd be a good father," he reflected softly. They had, in their own way, wanted a family of their own, but the exposure would have been too much. Their lives weren't stable enough for a family, though god knew there were enough orphan children to have as their own. It just had never been in the cards. "You remember I refused, remember? I didn't know her enough for such an honour," he replied with a shake of his head. She had been Gabe's squeeze, not his. "As if you could get rid of me. You would never be without; you could have just friend-zoned me." Ha, like that would happen. They liked to pin each other to random places too much and that always got out of hand in the best possible way.
He stared at Gabe for a moment then slowly reached up to touched the lines of sutures in his face. There were many more across his body too, but these ones seemed most likely to go first. "You wouldn't. Popping one stitch isn't going to blow the whole thing open!" Just setting up for another one of their bickering matches.
He looked at the MRE, considered what he should do and what he could do and sighed. "Share one. I think I would be sick if I ate one by myself," he reflect. They should start slow and work their way up to full meals again. Being impaled on rebar meant they were continually fighting infection and that did a number on one's appetite. "Has it been eight hours already? I feel like a druggie at this rate."
All the reason that Gabriel had suggested they kept it secret all the same, and knew that Jack would agree with him; half suspected if he hadn't said it first Jack would have. Both of them knew how dangerous the information could be with their positions. All that mattered was that they had each other, be happy despite it all.
"So would you- kid'd be a little spoiled, but be raised right." Had been a topic of conversation, usually paired with 'what would you want to do if we ever got a chance to retire?' and all. Adopt a kid was high on the list for them both. "I remember, but she felt it'd be rude not to offer the same to my own bond," just how she'd been. "Could have, didn't want to," the pinning each other in and to random places was a part of it, way too much fun to miss out on. "How could I miss out on getting fucked in the back of your truck out on a field that one time I went back home with you?" Good times, clearly.
Honestly? The statement was good for that reaction alone. "And if others follow with it?" Need to be re-stitched anyway.
Gabriel nodded and tossed the others back where he'd gotten them for now, the chosen one propped up and the heating pack gotten going to warm up what needed the warmed up. Let the sit and go for a little while then- "Think it'd be for the best to share, too. Want the best chance of keeping everything down," for multiple reasons. "Think so? Close enough, and we need to keep up with the antibiotics at the very least."
In the state they were in when they had met, Jack would have suggested that they keep it a secret. There was no telling if a bond would have automatically rejected him from the soldier enhancement program, since Gabe had already been through part of the questionable process when he had arrived. As selfish as it was, he wasn't going to risk this program for a bond where Reyes had already succeeded the program. It seemed justified that he too would make it, that Gabe would drag him through it for them to be bonded together. Their secret had been kept to limit the danger to them both in the end, and it had worked for well over twenty years.
"We would have had the kid raised by our families. War is no place for a child, and with our missions being a constant, it wasn't fair." Still, Jack had only admitted it to Gabe that he had wanted a family at some point. He had instead fatherly raised the ranks of Overwatch instead, his outlet for a family taken there when it was clear they would never have one of their own. It wasn't as retirement suited either of them. "She has a good heart; I can see why you cared for her." At the story of being fucked in the back of his truck, he had to laugh and that hurt but he was going to enjoy it anyway. "Weren't we out there to mend a fence? God, the sounds you made against that horse blanket..."
He looked uncomfortable, looking aside. He figured the others would hold; he was betting on them holding. "They won't? You're stitching was too good to just fall apart." That was a compliment. So Gabe would stop threatening to stitch him up again.
He hummed, turning his head to view the water now that their MRE was warming up and would be ready to eat in a few minutes. His palm stroked down one of Gabe's arms before leaving so he could reach out for a glass of water and pulled it to his chest, leaving the second one for Gabe. "You still look flushed with fever. As much as I hate antibiotics, we should keep up with them. How's your pain?"
Mouths would have surely ran during SEP if the secret had gotten out, even when it likely wouldn't have been for malicious reasons for the most part. Fellow participants that either of them were close with would have likely celebrated best allowed- but it was for the best. Selfish as it could have seemed, it had worked out damned favorably for them both, which mattered most in the end.
"Kid would have damn well known they were loved- but I agree with you there, did back then, too." Gabriel had more or less don the same with Blackwatch, McCree damn well proof of that one with how he'd pulled the punk kid in and kept him from spending whatever life left serving out prison sentences and what could come after. "One of the few outside the family I could trust with our secret," still kept it, too. The corner of his mouth twitched, hand rested against Jack at all the laughter, "Yeah, think we were. Had a damn good time, can't forget how eager you were to get those sounds out of me."
His thumb brushed against Jack's jaw, hand moving down along the side of his neck. "Just worry about what could happen, you know? Still need to clean up around them..." He was concerned that it wasn't as good as it looked, fucked as they both had been at the time.
Gabriel's nose wrinkled a bit- "I still feel like I have a fever, but the pain's jut a dull throb for now. Figure we can both hold out on the pain, but we definitely need the antibiotics." Leaning over to grab that second glass of water, while also grabbing one bottle of pills. Still had enough.
The discussion of family had gone on, but it would have been another chip to keeping their secret. They could claim to be dating, but that would have upset the lines of command and that was another matter that they couldn't risk. They had made decisions to make certain the war was won and that all levels of Overwatch were able to run smoothly. With how it had ended, Jack now had a brief moment of wondering if all of that personal sacrifice had been worth it.
"But it was never to be," he murmured softly, letting his head fall back against the wall. In some ways, the ache of his wounds seemed suddenly deeper and more difficult to bear with this topic of discussion. They had, after all, in their own way adopted members of Overwatch or Blackwatch for themselves, to fill the void they couldn't with their relationship restrictions. Maybe they had lived vicariously through Ana with her Fareeha. He was holding bruised ribs to try to keep any laughter from hurting quite as much. "I seem to remember you were just as eager to give them. That one cow coming over to investigate."
He nodded slightly at the concern, appreciating it. He was still grappling with all that had happened, all the wounds they bore to show it on each other. "We can try to clean up if we're still awake after we eat." He knew that their energy would likely flag quickly. "You did a good job, especially with the conditions we were working off of." Dying of exhaustion, cold and shock.
He reached up to set his hand to Gabe's forehead, feeling the warmth that still radiated off of the older man. "You probably do, so keep taking those antibiotics for as long as we have them." And maybe they would have to steal or buy more soon enough. He sipped his water a bit, letting to wet his throat.
Could only hope it was worth it all, because there were numerous people within the group that would have lost a lot if it hadn't been for Overwatch. Been a family for Winston, who had in turn pulled Lena from being trapped in whatever time slipsteam nonsense had gotten her. Had done a lot of good for the world, even if lately it had felt like a good bit of the world had turned on them.
"How it goes sometimes," good or bad. They still had their moments, and managed to have some fulfillment in their lives in one form or another. At least for the moment e'd gotten Jack to laugh despite all of the other talk, squeezing his hip just a little. "What can I say? You know where to press to get all sorts of noises out of me. Who could forget the cow."
Been a hell of a night, one that wouldn't soon be forgotten at that. "Count it a win if we both eat and it stays down," the cleaning could come soon. Help fight off infection if they could have done it sooner- but it was just the two of them. They could only manage so much with what they were working with. "Hopefully none of them will need to be redone."
Gabriel couldn't help it, his head tilted against that hand as his eyes slipped closed for just a moment. "Plan on it, rather not get taken out by an infection after all of that." Shaking a couple of them out n to a hand to take, downing them with water, before he was offering the bottle to Jack- "Means you need to be taking them, too. Might not be as bad as me there, but better safe than sorry."
Not only had Overwatch been family for some, it had been a beacon of hope for others who weren't so lucky. Their reach had never extended into all the countries that had needed them, but he had made certain that it wasn't just monuments that they were deserving of. They wanted to illicit real societal change, wanted to help lift up those who couldn't do it for themselves. In the end, it seemed that not making everyone happy was inevitable and dangerous. Still, it had been a family away from their own ones.
"Don't you wish it was different sometimes?" Deep waxy conversations had never been their strong suit, too objective and tactical for the what ifs and what would bes, but he could dream sometimes. Laughing had felt good even if it hurt. Freeing, that's what it was. "I think she was as in love with you by the end of the night as I was. Kept licking you and followed you right to the fence hoping for some attention."
He sighed heavily and with a nod. It would be a win if both of them managed to eat and keep it down. They had managed with the little bits of protein bar that they had consumed, but this meal would be heavier and fuller. They needed the energy though. "We'll take it slow." God, it would feel nice to be clean, to scrub away the evidence of the trauma they had been through. "I just want to be clean someday." To erase blood and dirt from his skin for a little while, even if he would likely never fully unsee it from himself from now on.
He hummed in agreement, taking the bottle of antibiotics when they were passed over and shaking out some pills for himself. He set the bottle back on the bedside table and then downed the pills in hand with some water. "Considering that rebar turned me into a pin cushion as much as you, I think I need them just as much." It was amazing they had survived. "It was probably dumb luck we survived that. I don't think I could have made it out without you helping me from being pinned as I was."
His head tipped slightly, "Sometimes- think it'd be great having a family with you, couple of kids. Whole works." But the thoughts always involved Jack and no one else, "As long as I have you? I'm happy, no matter what or how things turn out." Family in the 'traditional' sense of the words or not. Gabriel did snort a bit, "She was a sweet thing, always give her that, even if she got curious at the wrong time." Cow had gotten some attention, too.
"Slow is probably for the best," for a little while at least. Even if it felt like they were dragging through waist deep mud as it was anyway. Ugh. "You will be, and hopefully it's not going to have to wait until we hit the bunker. Working showers or not I'd rather not have to wait much longer for that," just a light little tease there, okay.
Sipping from that cup in hand still, slowly. Didn't want to overdo water of all things. "Not disagreeing there, be a hell of a thing to get out of that and get taken out by infection," made it trough a sniper for fuck's sake. "Don't think I'd have made it out without you," or wouldn't have wanted to, but not the point then and there.
He sighed softly, fingers massaging at Gabe's arm before offering a small pat. It would have been nice, house of their own, couple of kids, maybe a pet or two... but it wasn't a life they could have, was it? Too committed to duty and now... he suspected they were supposed to be dead, so no ability to risk it. "Would have been a nice thing, that. Just a dream though. People like us never seem to have that sort of thing." He forced himself to move, to lean in so he could rest against Gabe's broad back. "Always say the sweetest things, Reyes. You should have become a poet." He snorted softly, remembering that night fondly, how a single cow had nearly given them away. They probably weren't as sneaky as they thought they were either. "Loved to see you every time you came home with me."
Some of it was going to have to wait he knew. This clean up job was going to take more time then they actually had, so he knew for the first while, their faces and any exposed skin would be priority to keep down suspicions. "Feel like it might. We're both a mess." He shook his head slightly. "As long as I feel like my face is clean, I guess I'll be content." He tutted softly. "Don't get your incisions wet, isn't that what Angela says?"
He grunted and could only imagine the news on that. They make it out, dodge snipers and enemies and then succumb to infection like any other man. What a way to go. Too bad that wasn't going to happen on his watch. "You're too stubborn to die of infection, and I'm too stupid to." Blond moments and all that which he could yell out when he wanted to. "But we did make it, and we're going to survive. There's a whole mess to get to the bottom of. Talon is to blame for them. We both know it, and we'll emerge to lay out what evidence we have on their activities." Oh how wrong he would be.
It was a dream, a very nice and comforting one that neither of them were really cut out for when the job always came first. Whatever mission. They at times had enough difficulty hanging on to each other through it all, and as much as it could have hurt it was no place to put a child amongst it all out of... worry, fear. Even if they talked about it, if they ever retired- that too was a dream of sorts. "It's still a good dream, among every other dream we've fought for and worked toward." He relaxed a little with that added weight against his back, "Could and maybe should have become a lot of things, but they'd not be as good without you."
He did chuckle, and hell he was glad it didn't hurt to do that anymore, "Always a bright spot in visiting your folks with you. Smart thing," knowing it was him and all that.
"A mess is putting it nicely, and fuck first chance we get I would love to soak in a warm tub of water," after a shower. Tub was for soaking and relaxing after all, not just getting clean. "Yeah, and hell if we usually listened. Think it's about time we try." What they could remember, and what both of them had learned with the basics course.
The water felt cool in his throat, and at least wasn't upsetting his stomach. "All the more reason we got the fuck out of there was our stubbornness." To survive, to get each other out. "Just got to get our hands on some solid proof. Trails that lead right to them."
Dreams would always remain that way, something to talk about but never have. Maybe now he was regretting it somewhat, having realized that he had lost everything with the collapse of Overwatch. After all, what sort of Overwatch would be left when they would send snipers to take out the Commander and Strike Commander if they managed to make it out of the rubble? There had been no other bodies but enough people that could have made it out. No, he and Reyes had just lost everything except for each other. "And now it's all gone. All the dreams, all the aspirations, all the hopes we could make it work. Talon took us apart," he remarked glumly, resting his cheek on Gabe's shoulder and closing his eyes. "I would have supported you being a poet. Probably would have been safer than Overwatch anyway."
He nodded his head, missing home suddenly. The family farm. The simplicity of working the land honestly. He could only take it here and there for a few weeks and then he'd go mad with how limiting that life was, how little information came, how people were stuck in the old ways. He still missed it now, feeling quiet and alone aside from Gabriel.
"You get first dibs on the tub then," he agreed because he wasn't so certain that he would be able to settle quite so quickly. A quick wipe down to remove the horrifying experience of crawling out of a collapsed building, over the bodies of comrades and then being shot in the shoulder... he was going to need to watch a couple of sunrises at this point. "Maybe it's time we took her advice. After all of this, it would be pathetic to die from infection and our wounds coming open."
Talon suddenly seemed a whole lot bigger from the bottom where they were currently sitting, not resources to back them up. He figured that once they healed up a bit, he would reach out to his contacts, get a lay of the land and come out of hiding. He assumed that option would still be available to him, and with his position, he could protect Reyes, let him have room to maneuver in the quiet shadows and look for weaknesses in Talon. "I'll reach out to some friends when we are more on our feet. We'll get to the bottom of Talon."
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Date: 2019-06-11 01:18 am (UTC)"You look like hell," he remarked, some of his old humour creeping in. That had to be a good sign, right? He knew shit was going to suck for the next week or so while they healed, assuming they could do so in peace and quiet. "I don't feel like I need to sleep immediately, so that's something, right? Still tired."
He rolled onto his side, which also felt like an accomplishment and proceeded to cuddle on Gabe's hip, sliding an arm around the older man's waist. "We should eat. Can your stomach handle that?"
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Date: 2019-06-11 01:24 am (UTC)He snorted, "Well, good. Means we match for once." Tossing it right back at him, eye closed against as he took slow and deep-ish breaths. Testing the limits of his lung a bit, maybe. "It's something, yeah."
A hand slipped down to sort of ruffle carefully through Jack's hair before resting against the back of his head. Pretty happy with having him close. "Think so, long as I take slow small bites at a time. Water, too."
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Date: 2019-06-11 01:33 am (UTC)He made a sound between pleasure and pain at the ruffling. His hair hurt. How in the hell did even his hair manage to hurt? It was definitely his scalp, but he was going to think of it as his hair. He hugged Reyes' hip for comfort, nodding as he rested a cheek on Gabe's belly, still trying to find comfortable ways to shift his head where the sutures didn't press.
"When the time comes, you get food and I'll get water. I can handle that simple job, I think." He might even be successful at not spilling it again too.
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Date: 2019-06-11 01:50 am (UTC)All Gabriel did was try to help Jack find a comfortable spot, hand slipping down along the back of his neck to rest against his back instead. Could take the bit of extra weight there, and really he just enjoyed the feeling of Jack there against him. Was nice, even if there were still bruises that hurt like hell.
"Deal- think we can both handle that." At least that much, maybe.
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Date: 2019-06-11 01:58 am (UTC)He hummed, his eyes closing because it was far easier than convincing himself to keep them open. He waited, letting himself be comfortable for a few more minutes and then mentally began to prod himself that it was time to get up and shuffle off to the bathroom for water. He could manage that. If Gabe could do it, so could he.
Still, a few more minutes passed before he finally forced his eyes open and lifted his head and then looked the way of the end of the bed. Ugh, so far. Jack levered himself up after a few seconds, grumbling in pain even as he crawled down the bed and even managed to stand up from it without making a complete ass of himself in the process.
"Okay... water. Two glasses coming up," he said to motivate himself away from the bed. He moved around to the bedside table where their two empty glasses had been abandoned and then shuffled to the bathroom where he filled them up with water. He risked looking in the mirror and instantly regretted it. What a mess.
"Your stitches are neat and tidy, but not sure there's hope for my face," he remarked. Honestly it was the dried blood and dirt that made it look worse. He'd scar, but it wouldn't be horrible. He headed back with the water, setting them both on the bedside table.
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Date: 2019-06-11 07:53 am (UTC)Gabriel nodded slowly, forcing himself to stand, but at the very least using the wall as something of a support to do so. "Two glasses of water, and two MREs to go with that," along with the other half of that energy bar since he knew right where it was.
Already he was going through where they had tossed the MREs and picked them up, walking back to the bed so he could sit down, dropping them on the bedspread as he had the energy bar picked up in a hand. Looking back up when Jack spoke, watching his back in the bathroom from where he sat.
"Didn't fall in love with you for your face anyway, but scars look good." The man would always look good to Gabriel, no matter the state of him.
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Date: 2019-06-12 04:10 am (UTC)With the water delivered, he eased to pull himself back up on the bed, seating himself against the headboard and reached up to run his fingers along the sutures on his face. They were most uncomfortable close to his lip, but there was nothing that he could do about them. They were neat and tidy, but more than that, they were holding his face together at present. "Some would argue that you don't have a choice when it come to loving me."
Soul bond and all that.
He reached out to run his palm carefully across the wide spread of Gabe's shoulders. He leaned his head against the wall, closing his eyes as he stroked battered and damaged skin. "Why do I get the impression you'll be kissing and licking these scars when they finally set in?"
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Date: 2019-06-12 07:10 am (UTC)The corner of Gabriel's mouth twitched a bit, "Some don't get that it doesn't exactly work like that, since people can fall in love with anyone other than their soul mate." Considering the people who never met their other half and still had relationships, even got married. "Still love you, and wouldn't want anyone else," were just perfect for each other, arguments or no. Just how being human was.
Gabriel was careful as he ran a few fingertips along the sutures that ran along Jack's forehead, just checking on them a little. "Because I'll likely be kissing them? And licking the one that goes through your lips." Kissing that one regardless as well.
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Date: 2019-06-12 07:01 pm (UTC)"And some soul mates leave their significant others at the time to be with their bonds," he also reminded, maybe arguing for the sake of arguing. He had enough energy for it anyway. "You'd be a mess without me anyway," he said airily. "I both complicate and streamline your life at all times, and you do the same for me. I think this is the first time you've had to stitch my face up... always done that for you." Oh how the tables had turned.
He bowed his head towards Gabe's touch, humming lightly despite a prickle of pain from the healing injury. "Huh, knew I would be guessing right," he remarked cheekily, fingers stroking over Gabe's skin affectionately in return. "Come on, let's see about getting some food down and fighting to keep it down. We need it."
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Date: 2019-06-13 06:31 am (UTC)"If they find them at all- they're still capable of falling in love with other people, is all I'm saying." A silly little argument with nothing really behind it. Gabriel was glad to have his and couldn't imagine loving anyone else, but they'd been lucky. "Just as you'd be a mess without me. Think I did an aright job in what you usually do for me," the face stitch-work. Could have done a lot worse, but thankfully he'd been able to steady his hand.
Pressed a light kiss against the corner of Jack's mouth before tilting his head away from that. "Yeah, might start with a bit of water for me first, take it slow- let the MRE's heat up with their warming packs or you just want to eat whatever that shit is cold?
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Date: 2019-06-14 05:10 am (UTC)"I know. We just got lucky," he murmured, hand still stroking Gabe's skin. "I never thought I'd get over Vincent and then I met you," he added with a low hum that turned to a light cough. Damn cement dust. "I could make do without you, but I'd be terrible and horrible to be around." If Gabe was gone too long on missions, he was known to get taciturn and best to be avoided. "Fine craftmanship holding my face together according to the mirror I looked into."
He closed his eyes briefly, looking over at the water glasses. He nodded slowly, more tempted by a warm meal than water at this point. "Take it slow so you don't puke everywhere," he agreed, hand stroking up and down Gabe's arm. "I want a warm meal. I may as well get something pleasant out of having to eat them in a grungy hotel like this." He couldn't shake the idea he felt cold even if he was perfectly warm right now. "I hope that assassin at least had good flavours of MREs. Just our luck he can't even manage something tasty." Though no one ate MREs for their taste.
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Date: 2019-06-14 05:24 am (UTC)Corner of his mouth twitched, "And to think I was going to get married once the war was over if things kept going like they were." That had worked out on both ends, honestly, even they had stumbled across their own while he was gone and didn't know how to break the news to him. Still kept that friendship, and he'd even told Jack about it of course. "Should heal well enough, we'll clean around the stitching after we eat, okay?" Just to maybe help reduce any itching.
Gabriel nodded, even if it was more a tilt of his head. "Start with water and nibble at things." All the better to lessen the risk of something coming back up. "Then we can take more meds while the MRE's heat up- and I pulled some choices." Leaning just enough, so he wasn't pulling away from that stroking hand, to present at least six different choices, letting Jack pick from them.
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Date: 2019-06-15 02:12 am (UTC)He hummed, aware of Gabe's plans after the war, of settling down, probably starting a real family, not living the circus he and Reyes did. She had bonded though, and Gabe had become his fully after that. Still, sometimes he thought of missed opportunities when he was in particularly quiet moods. "If she hadn't bonded off, I would have encouraged you to. A real family is not something to be taken for granted. Instead we have this secretive song and dance we do. Sometimes I think it would have been happier for you." It had never been anything they had pushed though, and each of them had been happy for the other. "You're assuming I make it ten days without popping a stitch. What kind of man do you take me for?" He would like it cleaned. Hell, he really wanted to be clean all over.
Agreeably, he hummed acknowledgement, looking over at the choices that he could pick through. He decided on a mac and cheese one, thinking it would be the easiest on his stomach. Go figure he would be the one to puke in all of this despite Gabe's nausea. "Let's hope these don't taste like boiled cardboard."
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Date: 2019-06-15 09:39 am (UTC)"I don't know if I'd be happier- I wouldn't have changed going on with Overwatch, taking on Blackwatch. Don't think she could have taken the strain or stress of if I'd come back from a mission or the secrecy of the work, she's better off. Her and her family- you remember she made me one of their god parents, and asked for you to be as well." Not just the two of them of course, those kids had at least four, along with the rest of their family. "I'm happy with us, and I love you that I can't see myself being happier without."
Of course- "You pop a stitch and you know I'm going to make you let me redo all of it, right?" He would.
"Share it, or think you can take the whole thing on your own?" He worried that either of them attempting a full one just yet wouldn't do them any god, sharing could be their best bet. "One can only hope." Was already reaching for the mac and cheese one so he could open it and get it going either way. "Time for water and pills?"
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Date: 2019-06-15 01:47 pm (UTC)"But even you could admit you'd be a good father," he reflected softly. They had, in their own way, wanted a family of their own, but the exposure would have been too much. Their lives weren't stable enough for a family, though god knew there were enough orphan children to have as their own. It just had never been in the cards. "You remember I refused, remember? I didn't know her enough for such an honour," he replied with a shake of his head. She had been Gabe's squeeze, not his. "As if you could get rid of me. You would never be without; you could have just friend-zoned me." Ha, like that would happen. They liked to pin each other to random places too much and that always got out of hand in the best possible way.
He stared at Gabe for a moment then slowly reached up to touched the lines of sutures in his face. There were many more across his body too, but these ones seemed most likely to go first. "You wouldn't. Popping one stitch isn't going to blow the whole thing open!" Just setting up for another one of their bickering matches.
He looked at the MRE, considered what he should do and what he could do and sighed. "Share one. I think I would be sick if I ate one by myself," he reflect. They should start slow and work their way up to full meals again. Being impaled on rebar meant they were continually fighting infection and that did a number on one's appetite. "Has it been eight hours already? I feel like a druggie at this rate."
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Date: 2019-06-15 05:47 pm (UTC)"So would you- kid'd be a little spoiled, but be raised right." Had been a topic of conversation, usually paired with 'what would you want to do if we ever got a chance to retire?' and all. Adopt a kid was high on the list for them both. "I remember, but she felt it'd be rude not to offer the same to my own bond," just how she'd been. "Could have, didn't want to," the pinning each other in and to random places was a part of it, way too much fun to miss out on. "How could I miss out on getting fucked in the back of your truck out on a field that one time I went back home with you?" Good times, clearly.
Honestly? The statement was good for that reaction alone. "And if others follow with it?" Need to be re-stitched anyway.
Gabriel nodded and tossed the others back where he'd gotten them for now, the chosen one propped up and the heating pack gotten going to warm up what needed the warmed up. Let the sit and go for a little while then- "Think it'd be for the best to share, too. Want the best chance of keeping everything down," for multiple reasons. "Think so? Close enough, and we need to keep up with the antibiotics at the very least."
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Date: 2019-06-16 01:01 am (UTC)"We would have had the kid raised by our families. War is no place for a child, and with our missions being a constant, it wasn't fair." Still, Jack had only admitted it to Gabe that he had wanted a family at some point. He had instead fatherly raised the ranks of Overwatch instead, his outlet for a family taken there when it was clear they would never have one of their own. It wasn't as retirement suited either of them. "She has a good heart; I can see why you cared for her." At the story of being fucked in the back of his truck, he had to laugh and that hurt but he was going to enjoy it anyway. "Weren't we out there to mend a fence? God, the sounds you made against that horse blanket..."
He looked uncomfortable, looking aside. He figured the others would hold; he was betting on them holding. "They won't? You're stitching was too good to just fall apart." That was a compliment. So Gabe would stop threatening to stitch him up again.
He hummed, turning his head to view the water now that their MRE was warming up and would be ready to eat in a few minutes. His palm stroked down one of Gabe's arms before leaving so he could reach out for a glass of water and pulled it to his chest, leaving the second one for Gabe. "You still look flushed with fever. As much as I hate antibiotics, we should keep up with them. How's your pain?"
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Date: 2019-06-16 08:37 am (UTC)"Kid would have damn well known they were loved- but I agree with you there, did back then, too." Gabriel had more or less don the same with Blackwatch, McCree damn well proof of that one with how he'd pulled the punk kid in and kept him from spending whatever life left serving out prison sentences and what could come after. "One of the few outside the family I could trust with our secret," still kept it, too. The corner of his mouth twitched, hand rested against Jack at all the laughter, "Yeah, think we were. Had a damn good time, can't forget how eager you were to get those sounds out of me."
His thumb brushed against Jack's jaw, hand moving down along the side of his neck. "Just worry about what could happen, you know? Still need to clean up around them..." He was concerned that it wasn't as good as it looked, fucked as they both had been at the time.
Gabriel's nose wrinkled a bit- "I still feel like I have a fever, but the pain's jut a dull throb for now. Figure we can both hold out on the pain, but we definitely need the antibiotics." Leaning over to grab that second glass of water, while also grabbing one bottle of pills. Still had enough.
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Date: 2019-06-16 04:15 pm (UTC)"But it was never to be," he murmured softly, letting his head fall back against the wall. In some ways, the ache of his wounds seemed suddenly deeper and more difficult to bear with this topic of discussion. They had, after all, in their own way adopted members of Overwatch or Blackwatch for themselves, to fill the void they couldn't with their relationship restrictions. Maybe they had lived vicariously through Ana with her Fareeha. He was holding bruised ribs to try to keep any laughter from hurting quite as much. "I seem to remember you were just as eager to give them. That one cow coming over to investigate."
He nodded slightly at the concern, appreciating it. He was still grappling with all that had happened, all the wounds they bore to show it on each other. "We can try to clean up if we're still awake after we eat." He knew that their energy would likely flag quickly. "You did a good job, especially with the conditions we were working off of." Dying of exhaustion, cold and shock.
He reached up to set his hand to Gabe's forehead, feeling the warmth that still radiated off of the older man. "You probably do, so keep taking those antibiotics for as long as we have them." And maybe they would have to steal or buy more soon enough. He sipped his water a bit, letting to wet his throat.
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Date: 2019-06-18 01:01 am (UTC)"How it goes sometimes," good or bad. They still had their moments, and managed to have some fulfillment in their lives in one form or another. At least for the moment e'd gotten Jack to laugh despite all of the other talk, squeezing his hip just a little. "What can I say? You know where to press to get all sorts of noises out of me. Who could forget the cow."
Been a hell of a night, one that wouldn't soon be forgotten at that. "Count it a win if we both eat and it stays down," the cleaning could come soon. Help fight off infection if they could have done it sooner- but it was just the two of them. They could only manage so much with what they were working with. "Hopefully none of them will need to be redone."
Gabriel couldn't help it, his head tilted against that hand as his eyes slipped closed for just a moment. "Plan on it, rather not get taken out by an infection after all of that." Shaking a couple of them out n to a hand to take, downing them with water, before he was offering the bottle to Jack- "Means you need to be taking them, too. Might not be as bad as me there, but better safe than sorry."
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Date: 2019-06-18 01:26 am (UTC)"Don't you wish it was different sometimes?" Deep waxy conversations had never been their strong suit, too objective and tactical for the what ifs and what would bes, but he could dream sometimes. Laughing had felt good even if it hurt. Freeing, that's what it was. "I think she was as in love with you by the end of the night as I was. Kept licking you and followed you right to the fence hoping for some attention."
He sighed heavily and with a nod. It would be a win if both of them managed to eat and keep it down. They had managed with the little bits of protein bar that they had consumed, but this meal would be heavier and fuller. They needed the energy though. "We'll take it slow." God, it would feel nice to be clean, to scrub away the evidence of the trauma they had been through. "I just want to be clean someday." To erase blood and dirt from his skin for a little while, even if he would likely never fully unsee it from himself from now on.
He hummed in agreement, taking the bottle of antibiotics when they were passed over and shaking out some pills for himself. He set the bottle back on the bedside table and then downed the pills in hand with some water. "Considering that rebar turned me into a pin cushion as much as you, I think I need them just as much." It was amazing they had survived. "It was probably dumb luck we survived that. I don't think I could have made it out without you helping me from being pinned as I was."
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Date: 2019-06-18 02:07 am (UTC)His head tipped slightly, "Sometimes- think it'd be great having a family with you, couple of kids. Whole works." But the thoughts always involved Jack and no one else, "As long as I have you? I'm happy, no matter what or how things turn out." Family in the 'traditional' sense of the words or not. Gabriel did snort a bit, "She was a sweet thing, always give her that, even if she got curious at the wrong time." Cow had gotten some attention, too.
"Slow is probably for the best," for a little while at least. Even if it felt like they were dragging through waist deep mud as it was anyway. Ugh. "You will be, and hopefully it's not going to have to wait until we hit the bunker. Working showers or not I'd rather not have to wait much longer for that," just a light little tease there, okay.
Sipping from that cup in hand still, slowly. Didn't want to overdo water of all things. "Not disagreeing there, be a hell of a thing to get out of that and get taken out by infection," made it trough a sniper for fuck's sake. "Don't think I'd have made it out without you," or wouldn't have wanted to, but not the point then and there.
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Date: 2019-06-18 01:38 pm (UTC)Some of it was going to have to wait he knew. This clean up job was going to take more time then they actually had, so he knew for the first while, their faces and any exposed skin would be priority to keep down suspicions. "Feel like it might. We're both a mess." He shook his head slightly. "As long as I feel like my face is clean, I guess I'll be content." He tutted softly. "Don't get your incisions wet, isn't that what Angela says?"
He grunted and could only imagine the news on that. They make it out, dodge snipers and enemies and then succumb to infection like any other man. What a way to go. Too bad that wasn't going to happen on his watch. "You're too stubborn to die of infection, and I'm too stupid to." Blond moments and all that which he could yell out when he wanted to. "But we did make it, and we're going to survive. There's a whole mess to get to the bottom of. Talon is to blame for them. We both know it, and we'll emerge to lay out what evidence we have on their activities." Oh how wrong he would be.
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Date: 2019-06-19 08:34 am (UTC)He did chuckle, and hell he was glad it didn't hurt to do that anymore, "Always a bright spot in visiting your folks with you. Smart thing," knowing it was him and all that.
"A mess is putting it nicely, and fuck first chance we get I would love to soak in a warm tub of water," after a shower. Tub was for soaking and relaxing after all, not just getting clean. "Yeah, and hell if we usually listened. Think it's about time we try." What they could remember, and what both of them had learned with the basics course.
The water felt cool in his throat, and at least wasn't upsetting his stomach. "All the more reason we got the fuck out of there was our stubbornness." To survive, to get each other out. "Just got to get our hands on some solid proof. Trails that lead right to them."
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Date: 2019-06-19 06:03 pm (UTC)He nodded his head, missing home suddenly. The family farm. The simplicity of working the land honestly. He could only take it here and there for a few weeks and then he'd go mad with how limiting that life was, how little information came, how people were stuck in the old ways. He still missed it now, feeling quiet and alone aside from Gabriel.
"You get first dibs on the tub then," he agreed because he wasn't so certain that he would be able to settle quite so quickly. A quick wipe down to remove the horrifying experience of crawling out of a collapsed building, over the bodies of comrades and then being shot in the shoulder... he was going to need to watch a couple of sunrises at this point. "Maybe it's time we took her advice. After all of this, it would be pathetic to die from infection and our wounds coming open."
Talon suddenly seemed a whole lot bigger from the bottom where they were currently sitting, not resources to back them up. He figured that once they healed up a bit, he would reach out to his contacts, get a lay of the land and come out of hiding. He assumed that option would still be available to him, and with his position, he could protect Reyes, let him have room to maneuver in the quiet shadows and look for weaknesses in Talon. "I'll reach out to some friends when we are more on our feet. We'll get to the bottom of Talon."
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