That doesn't surprise me. They do like to kill any members that think about leaving, but you won't go down easily or readily.

[He knew some of the inner workings of Talon by now, what with enough of their agents having jumped ship only to end up telling tales of being hunted and then disappearing. He had heard the policy before, and it made his skin crawl.

More of his test group survived then the others because it was the last group to go through before it was deemed too dangerous. It was all about unlocking genetic potential for the purpose of making them better fighting machines, enhancing them. Everyone reacted differently... but the pain was likely the same.]

Not sure how you've kept your sanity experiencing that all day every day.