"There were," he admitted with a soft sigh. He hadn't been willing to risk their friendship as well as the fact that there was no guarantee that he would survive the SEP process. After all, it had been refined, but that didn't mean that there still weren't candidates that died or were unable to serve further because of the changes. "No matter what happens, I still want to be your best friend. No one has a right to take that away from us. I'll do what I can to win your family over."
He blinked at the argument that he had tried to leave, remembering that, but it felt so long ago as well. Weird how time flowed when it came to heats and ruts. "That's the gentlemanly thing to do. You could have wanted someone else."
He nodded his head, and knew that ranks would make it messy as well. Gabe could be seen as using his position to cause a conflict of interest. It might turn messy with the brass, and he still was working out how to tell his family, if he even would right now. "Well, we should all be transferred together to smaller groups, so we will be outside of the usual ranking system." He shrugged his shoulders a little, fingers stroking Gabe's side affectionately. "That's fine. I don't want you to think I'm putting pressure on you to tell anyone."
no subject
Date: 2020-06-05 01:30 am (UTC)He blinked at the argument that he had tried to leave, remembering that, but it felt so long ago as well. Weird how time flowed when it came to heats and ruts. "That's the gentlemanly thing to do. You could have wanted someone else."
He nodded his head, and knew that ranks would make it messy as well. Gabe could be seen as using his position to cause a conflict of interest. It might turn messy with the brass, and he still was working out how to tell his family, if he even would right now. "Well, we should all be transferred together to smaller groups, so we will be outside of the usual ranking system." He shrugged his shoulders a little, fingers stroking Gabe's side affectionately. "That's fine. I don't want you to think I'm putting pressure on you to tell anyone."